: The lyrics "And every single year I'm drowning in my tears again" emphasize the repetitive nature of the artist's struggle with depression.
: Some interpretations suggest the song portrays pain caused by a friend's or partner's actions, leading to a loss of personal identity and deep isolation. Production and Sound Xxxtentacion - Numb
: A demo titled "numb the pain" was released on the posthumous album Bad Vibes Forever , and an acoustic version was featured on the anniversary deluxe edition of ? . XXXTENTACION – NUMB Lyrics - Genius : The lyrics "And every single year I'm